Thursday, March 22, 2007, 06:00 p.m.

hmm, it seems that the page is down...testing testing!
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Thursday, March 15, 2007, 10:16 p.m.

not too long ago i asked myself this qn. if i could change into any creature, what would i be? and then i chose the cockroach. its hardy and versatile. true humans hate it, but whoever cares what a human thinks when one doesnt understand its lang when one is a cockroach. they are speedy, they can fly, when you crush it it doenst always die. I thought that cockroaches were the best bet.

i went to the night safari the other day (then went back to watch lion king one and a half) i liked the giraffe and the hyena. Why? i dont know, maybe its their character. hyenas have this really cute butt. ahahaa, swaggers everywhere and have this laughter thats so contagious. Giraffes...well they chew funny. they have a dont-carish disposition and their eyes are half lidded, like some laid back character you know? my dream character, or maybe im already like that. hmm, then i better snap out of it. but all the same, id like to be a cockroachy-hyenaish-giraffe. end of rant.
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Monday, March 12, 2007, 10:03 p.m.

its always good to analyse oneself. so here goes randomness for the next few minutes.

i dont remember having eaten ben and jerry's ice cream more than once
I like coffee, but i think the hawaian one in 7-11 isnt nice
i love cartoons, and i think i will never grow up!
Teeshirt tans are FUN! dont know why people hate them
i dont like mystery novels cos im too impatient...or maybe because i still dont get it after reading it Im starting to sound pathetic dont i?
i like sweet pineapples
i wish i were unreplaceable, but who doesnt?
i think im become tt!!! AHH! a table top!
i wanna eat swensen's sherbet ice-cream
i pretend to understand what people are saying when i dont
When i do understand, i really do!

ok thats all the rantings abt myself for one day.hhhaha. since when have i become a 'consistent' blogger?
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Sunday, March 11, 2007, 05:56 p.m.

i cant get a tan. oh well, guess im so brown already...more like yellow. which makes me like uncooked cookie dough. i was conned by an ex-con isnt that pathetic? and just when i was writing a script on the yellow ribbon project. he asked me to buy a pen for 5 dollars and i was like NO! but he said sthg like i hope you understand (yada yada) i was an excon before (doesnt this sound like my script?). so i stupidly gave the $$ and then at the bus stop i checked the paper that came with the pen and discovered the product costs 2 bucks. MAN im so evian for my own good!!! T-T this is what happens when you become a nice person. BUT as i have said, NO SELF-PITY! anyway i didnt give my offering the previous day. so oh well.
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Thursday, March 8, 2007, 10:53 p.m.

GLAD TO BE FEMALE
Hello world. Today i have selected my character for blogging. Today i shall be FEMINIST! Why am i glad to be female? Well, we dont get depressed like MEN! Men's way of thinking is "I cant cry, get depressed, talk about my feelings" -- thats the idea of a successful man. and in my opinion thats extremely stupid, and that is why they get depression more than us WOMEN! Women DARE to confide in others and share the load, even though we have more attempted suicidal cases than the other gender, males actually tend to go ahead and they really end up dead. Well, i will praise them for one thing and that would be their efficiency in killing themselves off. SO yeah, WOMEN POWER BABY YEA!

Well thats all my ranting for today. I dont know i feel happy and unhappy and neutral, aint that weird? I guess it proves why my handwriting is all over the place huh aly? hhaaha! WELL at least i DARE to admit (like a Woman) that ive got ISSUES... if i have them. which i dont at the moment. well what issues im not too sure.... maybe i dont have enough tISSUES! and when a female doesnt have enough tISSUES, they cant cry over/into it. so its a good thing that i dont have tISSUES at the moment. Well bad joke. so what. i dont care. I dont care that im using the air conditioner now and causing some poor little kids across the world to suffer and get scorched in some 40 degree celcius weather. Actually i do care, maybe im too lazy to get my butt off this seat and look for the remote control to switch it off. is it my fault? i dont know, maybe i should write to that woman Aunt Agatha or Agony Aunt. yeah that women is a real lady! Now i know why we have transexuals and gays, cos we women are the ARYAN RACE............what exactly am i talking about again? ARHG! i better sign off before my fingers go wild on the keyboard like my twin..........................
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Sunday, February 12, 2006, 09:56 p.m.

Went for very evil blood test today. whenever i use my left hand i feel a little bit tingly and kinda feel faint.. I HATE INJECTIONS! they practically jabbed it through my blue de-oxygenated blood VEIN! ARRRGGHH!!! i cried a few tears. yea im a wimp so what are you gonna do? give me more pokes from cold evil metallic needles? they couldnt take it from my arm joint(er the part where the upper arm and the lower arm meet) cos i have eczema there so they took my blood from the hand. It was freaky. The sensation is remarkable... it felt like -- a needle going through you. Like duh what else. but its not a very nice feeling unless you are a sadist. Mrs Bhatia was very nice! I smsed her that i wont be coming to school this week and told her that they were taking my blood. And she replied: Oh my those vampires!! -- HHAHAHAHAH! oh oh! thanks geraldine for the thought about the cookies. would have loved to sample it but unfortunately i was too busy having my blood was being sucked up by a artificial man-made mosquito. actually i have a phobia of blood so why am i talking like this? maybe to relieve tension or something. i feel i cant get my left hand working. the punture mark freaks me out and the fact that the drip is gonna be stuck in me is not helping. got quite a scare just now. i had a sore throat and a runny nose, that means im not well and therefore cant go for the surgery. as strange as it seems..I WANT to go for the operation. i guess its because there is no other time to do it. ah well. im gonna drink loadsa water before 2am tonight. why? well my surgery is 8am tomorrow. and as ive probably mentioned i cant eat or drink for 6 hour before surgery. SO, im gonna drink as much and get fat within the next 4 hours. indulgendce is bad but it is an exception for those in their 'last hours'. "touch wood!"some would say. but who cares what people say right? defy convention etc etc. oh and thanks for the support again. well im off to stuff my self. will keep y'all updated if i feel well enough (or am not too busy watching animes on the com). haha. wish me the best. --your long suffering pal, ethel.
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Saturday, February 11, 2006, 07:31 p.m.

well its been a long time since i blogged. But thats probably nothing has happened in my life til now. Currently listening to Shakespeare in Love, Layla Kaylif. Anyways, not coming to school this monday cos i will be going for some pre-surgery test. testing out haemo-goblins and trolls and blood and stuff. man dont they know ive got PHOBIAS of needles and blood? if you didnt know already, im gonna extract ALL 4 of my wisdom teeth. They are gonna put me on GA, thats where they knock you off to dreamland and they operate on you. Since my teeth is not totally out, they are gonna slit through my gums and drill then scrape..scrape. Thanks to all the support given, i dont really feel traumatised but thats because ive learnt the lesson of not getting scared until the last moment in primary school. I guess i am a LEETTLE stressed. i havent had a good bawl in ages. And i realised the only things i cry about in secondary school is maths or a maths. isnt that pathetic? i should be out there crying about BOYS or MY PRETTY MANICURED TOENAILS or something tt like that. ahha. Maths. ew. but i guess i have been keeping in stress like a pressure cooker(quote rachel) and it finally exploded. you wouldnt blame me, would you? i had maths tuition the previous night before the test from 730 to 11. thats 3 hours plus. well im not sad that i will fail really...maybe i am.. i dont even feel that it was a waste of time for tuition cos i am gonna fail. its just that i really wanna do well for those who helped me(aka tutors) and its really disappointing that i cant win my maths probs. Alyssa says i have 'matured' when i bawled that day. haha. MAYBE. thanks aly for you CD which i have yet to returned. That particular day was one of the worse in sec school life. after the maths scare, i stained my pinafore then i lost the camera. shheeesh. well i am happy again - i think - and its fun to cry. really. its not weak, ive realised, its cleasing of the eyes, a relief...a fun thing to do.
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Thursday, January 26, 2006, 07:55 p.m.

heys alls. today we had sec 1 orientation for eldds today! i hope that you all enjoyed it (sec 1s to 4s). maybe it was a bit messy here and there and there and there and at times a tinsle chaotic, but i think we did a pretty good job!! so thanks to my committee for organising this event! and for supporting and respecting each other. just gorged on marshmallows AGAIN. ok not that many. haha! well then i hope i get to see mrs diiiing soon cos im in trouble with clara yingyang! but i seriously cant find her! oh well, sec1s were pretty fiesty if i may say so myself so keep up the enthusiasm eldds and lets give our cca a good name ya? ya. yah..... !!!
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Saturday, January 14, 2006, 08:00 p.m.

hmmm.. testing cos i think this doesnt work
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Saturday, January 14, 2006, 07:52 p.m.

Haha. Today im gonna talk about the RAIN. i think its really nice er, it smells nice and its cooling and i hate the sun and it managed to prevent mrs teo from making us round the school. Ha. I dunno lah, but God is good to me in this rain thing. I prayed to God and He Showered down the blessing for rain. Well its been raining for three days so far so i guess that her REALLY loves me. Haha. feel nice and warm and fuzzy in spite of the nice cool air outside. I LOVE THE RAIN. man imagine if it lasts throughout the year. We wouldnt need aircon anymore! THANK YOU GOD FOR THE THREE DAYS OF HAPPY BLISSFUL WEATHER, i will try not to bad-mouth this person though its extremely hard cos i really .....(sentence uncompleted). Anyway, i better get on with my work cos if not i will be in big shitake mushrooms. SUGAR HONEY ICE TEAAAA!! im off~
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Friday, December 29, 2006, 10:38 p.m.

and so ends another year of my very sorry life. homework still not all done im afraid. ESTHER HOW DO YOU DO IT! sorry i forgot to blog. the truth is i forgot i had one. when i did the computer dieded so needed to reboot it so now it BEEYOOTEEFOOOLy fast and i got a pretty silver mouse thats nice and clicky. ahaha. ok alth i'll lend the DVD if i see you. ha, really forgot i had a blog. wow. i never knew there were so many posts by you people. hhaa. AHGH O LEVELS MANNN! that means one year of dead blogs by 16 year olds!!! gerald i did not wear anything skirty. I KNOW WHO OUR FORM TEACHER IS. but i cant tell you. teletubbies are evil, simon cowell promoted it if im not wrong. aha. gonna walk from old school to LAS. eww. hope it pours bahh. ELDDS MEETING FOR COMMITTEE ON WEDS AFTERSCHOOL IN THE CANTEEN (WEDS). ELDDS MEETING FOR ALL ON THURSDAY! i feel very stupid cos i havent finish my homework and alyssa has i think, hhmmpphh. i got to buck up my performance knowing that ahem is our ahem. if not i will be branded as "biggest mistake" ever. what am i writing about? i dont really know. but i got in trouble wif d.m. cos of my sister and grandmotger and i'll DO IT AGAIN! HAH. ok thats rebellious. no lah i;ll try not to do it again cos its im nice but i think that family is more important than 180 for a camp and 10 for a meal. THINK ABOUT THAT, FAMILY IS IMPORTANTER! and thats the thought for the day. i must go now. stupid chinese on messy table in messy room of messy girl of organised family. thats another random thought. off to check out your blog guys then im gone with the wind.. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH!
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:50 a.m.

OK OK! BIG NEWS! i just watched veggietales THE LORD OF THE BEANS!!!! YEEHAH! it's a fantastic show man! teaches a lesson on using our gifts. So this Flobbit Toto Baggypants(junior asparagus) gets a bean from his ubcle flobbit (who happens to be tall cos the bean helps you change your appearance) Bilboy Baggypants. And Randalf(the wizard, i think) together with Ear-of-corn (spoofing aragorn)(larry the cucumber) and Leg-of-lamb (spoofing legolas)(Jimmy guord) and the Other Elf(jerry guord)(he doesnt do much but he can cook), together they form the fellowship of the bean and they go to find out how Toto can use this gift. They go off to battle Lord Scaryman and his army of Sporks(spoofing orcs, they are a mixture of spoons and forks ^^"). on the way they meet the golum thing(mr lunt) i cant remember what they spoofed for that. anyway i wont say so much so i wont get sued or anything and so that you will go watch it yourself. VERY GOOD SPOOFING! HHAA. a mustwatch, and my dear sister in UK, we will borrow the dvd when you come back so that you can watch it. man that was SOME GOOD SHOW.

(p.s. flushed away is pretty good/creative/funny(british/french humour) too!)
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 01:04 a.m.

eep i think im in trouble. after the camp i became sugar deficient and now im like snacking. i must have lost 4 kilos and put them back on again. im like eyeing my pola snack(animal biscuit)a snickers bars and sherbet sweet on the com table and i havent touched them in the past hour..o man...(puppy dog eyes). sigh, i shouldnt raid my mom's cupboard. she is hounding me to put down all my sweet cravings.. AHHH CHOCOLATE AND HONEY STARSSS AND PEANUT BUTTER!! all the evils.. i wish my metabolic rate was as high as the sky then i can eat. hrmph. yes you are probably thinking im a glutton or sthg but think of it this way: youve been eating sticks stones sour tofu and cabbage that was cooked at 10 in the morning and given to you at 3 in the afternoon. and other food which i dont want to talk about. ok fine im open to feedback. so go ahead and pummel me with insults on my eating habits. GO ON. IM NOT THREATENING YOU! (you better watch out..) SO AM I MISS PIGGY THE SECOND? HUH? WHAT??? ok..weird schizo me.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 01:46 a.m.

all right. fina;;y mastered the courage to tell you what happened at mega camp. haha. well no rachel i havent been eaten to death by the mozzies but i may just collapse of sniffing insecticide. the tent just reeked of it every night. OH and the HORRORS of a shower. yes! moths were EVERYWHERE and the floor was icky-poo. and they were pretty unreasonable with the schedule. do they want me to die early or sthg? run here run there. might as well run off the rickety bridge down to be eaten up by leeches. MAN i hate the toilet. its so..(insert bad words here). you know they gave us 160 girls only half an hour to bathe? me and my tent mates had to wake up at 430 to bathe in cold water and then huddle up cos the temperature outside was like 18-20 degrees. BRRRR.well that was better than not bathing for 4 days, ew my prefect buddy did not bathe or brush her teeth for 4 days! cool. haha. the food. yes we had sour tofu on the first day. aka it was spoilt and those who ate the tofu had a tummy ache the next day. thank goodness we had no jungle trekking. but we had sticks (uncooked beans) and stones (hardened chicken). we came up with this rhyme : sticks and stones WONT break my bones but beans and chicken will hurt me. of all the 3 days at camp for morning devotions i fell asleep for all of them. ^^" heh. activities were fun though. we had star wars and i had this secret technique! (ok not really) and high elements and thank goodness no water games. suddenly everyone started to have -ahem- during camp. thank goodness i already had mine.. those who had their -ahem- in my group gave me like 20 -ahem-s to put in my bag. well talk about cushioning. hehe. then we had jungle trekking and thank God no leeches came after us. i guess they had their fill off those who trekked earlier. phew! only our facilitator got the leech bite tho. THEN our ranger fainted on us. here we were stuck on this steep side slipping into the mudd and you just faint?!! well we woke him up. no lah. HE WAS PRETENDING. and what was our dear dominic doing? checking the walkie talkie and saying oh no, no reception. i was really stoopid. i was like AHRK! HE IS UNCONSCIOUS! SOMEONE DO CPR! ASTHMA ATTACK! finally someone offered water and then he sat up. i heard the other groups were smarter and they made the ranger laugh by admiring his smooth legs. o__O ok.i got held up at customs and the police came over to help me. haha. ok what happened was that there was this thumbprint checkpoint. and ive never used it b4. so i put my passport in (heheh the wrong way, but i righted it in the end) entered the really small space and put my thumbprint on the small screen 3 times(cos i didnt know how to. noob, thats me) and then i lugged my bbig office table (bag) over and in one hand carried my donuts. unfortunately the donuts fell into to the other row. the other row was closed cos it was spoilt. ok. no problem, so i removed the gate and ducked under to get my donuts. THE ALARUM BELL RANG. ok and because of that i screwed up two other alarms to ring. ok i cant rightly explain it here but every-- ok miss lee-ang was breathing down me (like a bull) and she said : et, thats not funny you know? so why are you laughing. i said it was nervous laughter but she didnt believe me. actually i dont really know why i was laughing. maybe bcos rekha was laughing. anyway i got my donuts back in the end so all was well. man im glad i dont have mega camp next year. first it was a jackfruit. now a donut.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:45 a.m.

Oh yes, i forgot to add on behalf of my Ld mates that Mr Eng-lish may be joining eldds next year as one of the teachers(duh) and do i hear cheering or sneering? now now people we must adapt and live happy lives.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:28 a.m.

hheheheh. im just thinking about all those autograph books from pr5 and 6. well i havent figured whats my fav food drink and movie star and colour yet, but ive found out that i like four types of flowers, yea random eh, for people who would actually like to know , its the eucharis, the japanese peony known as Kronos(Daphnis), the cherry blossom(sakura)(well i like its meaning and the white ones with red inside), and the jasmine which looks like the smaller version of the eucharis. and thats about it. very random post but i THINK i like red and white flowers. patriotic arent i? haha, as for aly and geraldinee i know you like the tulip but to me i think its kinda stiff. carnatians and roses and the other types of peony are too flossy for my liking. quote ms ang: FLOOSY FLOWER.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:17 a.m.

[mood] contemplative and thinking (which btw isnt often) I think i am a coward. yes weird thing to say but when you think of it yea, i am. haha. could it because i am restricted to a noose around my neck and hawk's eyes? or is it because of my nurturing that im afraid let the me inside go wild. oh bother im having an IDENTITY crisis. IM NOT EVEN A REAL FONG anymore. yes i may be a SEAH afterall...my grandpa found that that may be his real dad's name...maybe. and another thing, i look like a KOREAN ACTOR (gee not even korean actress). another thing abt myself. I CANT CONTROL MY AFTERNOON NAPS. whoa...i slept five hours at one sleeping, yesyes punch me(dont). and another sad thing is that i got TUBBY legs. well, rich kid. this is so TT!! hmmm there is thing, i dunno whether i admire sara or am amused. maybe its both. she's really gutsy and writes about her life. whoa and she wrote a letter to a teacher? i dont think i could, what if it affects my testimonial. what would my parents think, what would i have to say to myself. i wont really like to do that kinda thing cos im conservative. is that a bad point? or is it because im not conservative and a coward. shes TT but tats whats fun sometime. im beginning to doubt my charismatic level and i think that its zilch at the moment. i havent been sleeping well (apart from the afternoon nap i took today to recover the bad sleep at nights) i keep waking up earlier than normal cos school starts so early and i my body clock is scared of being late tat i wake 2 hours earlier than i should. how/ i get dreams of people waking me up. i wish i wont be bothered at the moment. aiyah, you people reading dont get nervous, i think im happy, or somewhere around that line. even if im not im sure ive LD in me enough to fool myself with my own acting that i am. but seriously folks, dont worry. its a tt thing to have this kinda phase but unlike a tt i can actualy think about it from afar like a senile 60 year old in a teenager's body --quote alyssa.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 08:04 p.m.

hey rachel. wow i think left behind really got to ya. not a bad thing.now that youre guilty (which is not often), i feel guilty, like i should have felt that way too but i dunno, i guess if people wanna make a choice and go another way its their prob. do your best and i'll do mine and we'll leave the rest to prayer and the big-guy, yea? haa.. yeas. ON TO LIGHTHEARTED STUFF.. HAPPY DEEPAVALI AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE! boy one thing i love about singapore is the timely holidays that pop out everytime. well not everytime, but when you need it. yes yes... and tomr i gotta get some of miss lee/ang worksheets cos i think they were sold off to the rag and bone man (joke, i misplaced them XP ) ahem. oh everything was pretty neutral today, rained PSI has gone down unfortunately. i kinda enjoyed the PSI period cos it was an interesting subject and during that time no big sports or PE. ok i bet you all think i am an obese fat lazy bum right now. IM NOT (am i?) okok.. chunky here and there, granted. BUT I AM LARGE AND IN CHARGE (quote men in black, animated series). SING SONG TRALALA. ok Thai people coming to house this friday to saturday. oh fun. now i must be on my bestest behaviour which is like zilch. watched veggie tales and LARRY HAS THREE BROTHERS! STEVE MARK AND BOB! not bob the tomato but BOB THE CUCUMBER! so totally AWESOME! YAY! and LARRY"S DAD IS AN ASTRoNAUT! HAHAAHA! i love that show. sigh.! lovelly! SWEET SIXTIES HERE I GO BABY YEA!
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 06:31 p.m.

SWEET SIXTIES HERE I COME BABY, YEAH! if only we danced to that groove. unfortunately today we learnt cultural dancing and jazz dancing which was not really jazz dancing and it was painful. ahrgh. i hate that song!!!! AHHHHHHHHH ITS IN MY HEAD. i hate that dance! GOSH how do you people stand it. i almost had a bad headache and evil people rachel and alyssa did not accompany me to get a can of latte. >:( anyways im glad its over! haha. its good to be home and today i shook MRS LEE'S HAND! WOW WHAT AN HONOUR IM NEVER GONNA WASH THIS HAND! ya! its my first time i shook the PRINICPAL's hand. yea. got the little collarpin thingy for scoring the best in long jump in my level. another girl got it too. we tied! STANDING BROADJUMP was 206 cm! YAY I LOVE TO JUMP. but it was kinda embarrassing cos i did not check the board so i had no idea that i was the one who won. i thought it was ethel sim cos she is a great jumper too! so i ran back and forth 3 times unsure whether it was me.then i ran to collect the pin. so embarrassing. but its worth it cos i finally get to show off! HAHAAHA. no lah. just happy to have it man! these fats oin my thighs would look like muscles now hopefully ;D ehheeh. wrote somemore in that novella tingy im doing today. i hope i can keep up the pace with roach and charissa cos they are awfully fast and that makes me feel like a snail/sloth/tortoise/ethel. but thats me! everything is more or less good today. got austin powers playing at the top of the page, i shook the prinipals hand (swoon), i wrote a little, mocha's in the fridge -- so life is GOOD!
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 04:29 p.m.

yes yes. mee siam mai hum indeed. sigh, well i guess its fine not taking part in the p.c.k. skit thingy though our idea was a good idea. afterall, you couldnt help not typing it out and it may not be a good thing to start out scripting in a singaporean sitcom knowing that ssingaporean sitcoms are not the best there is. but it was kinda disappointing none the less. i wanted $ lol and i spent the most of the day writing it with you all. it was a good script.... ugh. im not gonna say anymore but you must understand that this is sorta my niche and that it is kinda saddening. the founders day dinner was a success but i think the food wasnt spectacular, at least i managed to to get a lift home THANK YOU AUNTY SOCK-HOON! ms g. she is not my mom! wasnt too bad at all other than the fact that my legs were aching and that i took a picture of our schools top graduate with my finger in it. SORRY! (at least im immortalised :D) met other cool x-people heehee. my dad thinks the room is in a mess and that is kinda true so i will pack it up. yay i saw my big sister the other day on skype but i fell asleep cos i was too pooped after founders day dinner. whats funny about founders day is that i asked around and NOBODY knew who the founder was. HAHA. the irony of it all. and wat else to write.... er.. i missed cell today zhons cos going to later serviced due to oversleeping because i was tired from FDD.ok im not very organised in this writing but hey, as alyssa's dad calls it, arty-farty people are like that HHAAA. I AGREE. not bcos im arty-farty but bcos its a good excuse eh dad? i think i will change my position now cos my leg is getting numb = pins and needles. okok. gonna get off now. chow for now.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 02:02 a.m.

haha. just a brief update whats been happening. exams over. friends came over. watched SOUE and pirates. played at playground, police came to observe PP school kids. school again. pissed aly off (did i?) filling in mega camp form. bah. founders day dinner and founders day coming. sang off pitch. annoyed. wanna drink coffee. bye.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 02:21 a.m.

heard that my bus uncle in primary school had a stroke. dont exactly know how to respond to that. my mom asked if we wanted to visit him..er.....well...... haha. happy bdae eudora sorry i missed it sigh. arrogant worms rock. alyssa you will love them if you like the i want a fat babe by bsb. and i hate salad fingers. only advisable for goths to watch it. otherwise steer clear, you have been warned.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:25 a.m.

first day of school again. eyuchie. i wanna be paris hilton! its not like she has to study or work but look at her! so bloody rich, so ... ah maybe i dont wanna be her. but thats the kinda life. the american dream without the working part. yes im one lazy donkey and i dont know if i like it. the only way out is to study study study - and then die. but i promised jia hui that we will pass subbys together. sounds good and credible but i dont know if i can get myself disciplined. well i will do my best. so here is me signing off to do mathematics. sheesh. its not like i can pass....can i???? wish-fool thinking. jack neo! I WILL WORK HARDER! p.s. alyssa i really respect you! i wanna be like you! now you are becoming more rachel ongy! haha. wth, i must try to be like you idiots. i mean, clever people. XP
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:12 a.m.

today is 25th of august 2006. Haha. i think i will try to post a long entry. havent done that for sometime. (scratches head) er... had PE today and i finally burst the blood vessel thing like everyone else. erm, had fishball noodles and grape hello-vera! instead of my usual apple hello-vera! but i didnt fiinish my meal cos there was hair in the soup. yech. otherwise the day was pretty ok. erm.. like, oh OH! i forgot to talk about yesterday today! yeshtershdaysh, we went to nus arts thingy and we got bronze and we were cheering like anything cos we got bronze. A Crazy Spider(Ick!) was not mentioned and we were about that cheering too! the rich gil was bouncing up and down on her chair and lotsa pepple were sleeping during the speeches haha. and siv and aly kept messing my hair! that makes 5 people. grr! idiots. yea. anyway im nice even if my hair isnt. that was a flashback. today there was eldds and the shirt just make me scared. it was so ... fancy. er.. welll... i think we copied LOTR too much. sigh. nevermind. oh if anyone wants jean's email, then mail me!
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:56 a.m.

heya again! i forgot to add that i got a radioblog account and that means you can play music. click the link on top! YAY! im so happy!
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:31 a.m.

hahhahahhaha! its OVER! THE EXAAMSSS ARE OVER. but then, we still got the stupid chinese thingy to do. listening to veggie tales songs to brighten me up. HA HA HA. short post for now. YAY!
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:26 a.m.

hey back from the sec 4 farewell and i wanna thank all the sec threes for their spontaneos attitude! seriously i couldnt ask for a more supportive committeee! firstly i wanna thank justina. justina i really admire your all-outness! ahhh justina im your fan! you really have that something in you! the way you ran for the sccurity guard, and how you lugged the coasters home, the way you helped me get the foils to cover the food when i had to help the others. the way you were just there! you were so committed, so supportive. when i was down you cheered me on! you were just justina!(btw i dont want the 1.20) and alicia its really cool that you were so optimistic ALL THE TIME! so crazy, your like a breath of fresh wind in the gas chamber. you were my comic-relief! and clara yingg and shalinda!i hope you dont think that you did not do much cos you did! the fact that you were there made everything brighter! im really glad both of you made it!! abbs and lou... you really were nuts. your ideas scatter everywhere! but i know that when something is given to you, you do it. what would we do without the marshmallows man?! its really nice of you to help out the sec 1s, you both are generous and abi the guitar playing was swell! and thanks lou for clearing some unwanted noise pollution that day. rekhadogeva! yea man, you really backed me up too and your a great secretary and planner! you are real trustworthy and im so fortunate to have you to help us. on to alyssa... yupps your caffeine drive made you happy high and im glad cos that certainly gave you lotsa air to blow balloons..and i love your alien language! but really, thanks for being with the team and helping me out with the scripting and all. yahs.. and rachel! though we did not see you much during some plannings im glad you were there! you really brough the house down with lou in the skit..with your..er..chesthitting? and cherlene too with her barbaric act! arh.. im so glad we did it guys! and vicki and charis for filling in the awkward silences. and not to forget the canteen unlce and the aunties who provided the food and helped us clean up! thank yous! im so glad the seniors enjoyed it..though it was...anyway i could see that you did your best and your all was there. thats the all for one, one for all spirit man! YEAH!!!
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:20 a.m.

eh hehehehheheh! today i will be helping my friend's blog get publicity! ahahah! go to prissy's blog ahahha! -->> http://www.xanga.com/soakmeup yes its such a HAPPY blog! ahahaa as nutty as the guy's face on this blog. feeling high!!! WHEEE!!!
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 02:50 a.m.

you know how i hate to write about personal life.. but im annoyed today so i will make an exception. i dunno why lah! just got this really depressed compressed and excess feeling today. 'that teacher' (not using names if not i might get sued' said my hair was bad. so whats new? THE POINT IS i tied my hair for you barmy teachers so that i obey the school rules so my hair doesnt touch second colar!! AHD here you are telling me that i should not?! what is wrong with you people! yea yea its drop the hair or drop the tie! why so strict?! like duh i will listen to you!! i carry a banana! (aka yellow tie)! why must you come acoss so strong? its like a squirrel using a guillitoine to crack a nut!! just tell me and i will do it! its my first time afterall. yellow bananas always do as their told! spoil my day. what the beep beep beep! the next bad thing was that some annoying students over heard the telling off and now half their class knows about it. there is no better gossip than gossip about prefects being evil. you sadistic students! here one bad word about prefects and you come running in agreeing or trying to find out who it is. well FINE! NOW YOU KNOW! so you dont have to come discussing it behind my back. tell it to my face on how horrid and miserable and useless in the banana tree i am! then i was summoned by my form teacher to tell her why i was being scolded. i said : that teacher thinks my hair is bad.' and then she scolded me saying that im disrespectful and shouldnt refer to her as 'that teacher' but i really couldnt remember her name!!! my fault that. but the point really is my form teacher agreed with ME! she said my hair was FINE! now 'that teacher' has gone to the DM to complain. other students get a warning at least twice. and what do bananas get? no warning, just bloody straight off to execution we go. pooh pooh pooh bear!! grrrrrr. i know, people think efong is a nice happy loving cheerful happy unsadistic girl. well welcome to reality earthlings!! what made things worse was during CCA. like all the planning for sec 4 farewell was replaced by 4 basic ideas. eat. performance, game (not gameS) and clean up. in 3 hours. HELLO ... there are gonna be awkward silence in between, sure we can not have a time-table but this is TOO much! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!! I CANT STAND UP TO ANYONE! I CANT SHARE MY IDEAS! WHY AM I SO EASILY INTIMIDATED! darn it darn it darn my stocking!!! oh bother if some righteous person comes along and complains, im so dead. but my dear Ms / Mr self-righteous, im trying to protray my feelings in the most carefree sense, and if you knew me, you wouldnt believe i was that evil. and may you find mercy in you gracious heart so that you won't tell on this poor confused child...?
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 03:09 a.m.

this is a very stereo-typical subject i think so if you want to stop reading now you may. you have been warned. people who actually know me know that i hate being depressed. i know i may draw some-what-goth pics in school. but it does not show who i am. i hope im not facing an identity crisis. i have gained enough eexperience from my school to know that there is no point arguing. why cant people see that all you have to do is be happy even when things are bad, then you fool yourself to being cheerful and then you really become cheerful. thats for people who wanna be happy. But for some gifted, you dont HAVE to TRY to be happy to be happy to be happy. If only you troubled underaged-but-white-haired people understand that to resolve a conflict, you have to ask WHAT WHT WHEN HOW. you dont ask WHO because that only brings accusing. If only you understood that there is no point in arguing because that doesnt help. im not perfect myself, im trying to be happy and that is a trial in itself (im being tested by my younger sister EVEYDAY). i hate people saying im lecturish. bible-ish. but if only..... if only....
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 04:34 a.m.

ahh whatever. though there is 'officially' no homework from school (exception of art) i got these 5 stupid maths question from tutor and i cant figure them out. im gonna start bawling my eyes out man...wait, i already did that. IS THERE ONE DAY THAT CAN GO BY WITHOUT ME NOT KNOWING HOW TO DO MATHS AND WEEPING BUCKETFULS OVER A STUPID QUESTION?! i hate maths. so frustrating. argh. eat it for dinner. hmph.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 01:18 a.m.

today i will be pretty serious. thats because i saw something pretty serious today during assembly. it was the first mornu=ing of being in DB and i was patrolling to see no one was hiding away in class. it just so happens that there were two girls there. one had her hair in a wreck and the other was consoling her. she was crying bitterly. bitterly is an understatement. she wailing and bawling her eyes out pulling at her hair. said something about her mom. but it was kinda hard to hear cos she was gasping. the moment i stepped into the class her friend had taken away her nametag. apparently she had be pokking her hands with it. when her nametag was taken away she used her school badge... and i took that awa. the poor girl. she was really.. i lack proper vocab to describe her pain. but she kept downing these tablets/ pills. she took more than six in a matter of 10 minutes. i tried to stop her i have no idea how many she had taken before i came in. i told her that that was not the right way to solve problems and some sound words of advice. Jesus loves her and it hurting herselff also hurts Him and her friend too. when she was poking herself with the pin i told her that Jesus paid the price for us and that he loved us. he already had the NAIL pierced through His own hands. he suffered all that so that we would not do the same thing. hurting ourselves is, indeed, hurting him. though i may not have been able to help this girl as much as i liked, i would like to tell you my account of this on my blog which i hardly write on. i feel the need to share this encounter even though hardly anyone checks this blog. so if some soul who stumbles here reads this, i pray you will be blessed by this post. there is so much love in Jesus heart. How you hurt our big brother, our Friend, our Father when you hurt yourself. You may feel there is no hope left in this world, suicidal thoughts or whatever like that is not the way to go. YOu may think you are being a hero to die, but you are much more the hero if you strive to live. cos living is so much more difficult than dying. If you feel there is nobody who loves you, or if everyone ditched you, rest assured that there is always your best Friend looking out for you 24/7, You cant see him but he gives you peace, joy hope and love to all you are looking for. rest in Him, it is the best medicine, he;s the number one healer for hearts. Isnt it strange that we feel so hurt when we are rejected? How do you think that Jesus feels, we almost forget about him every other time. thats for me, truthfully, but he is always there, a shoulder to cry on. He will never leave you or forsake you. i hope you understand this chunk of words, they are my heartfelt feelings. feel free to tag if anything!
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:20 a.m.

announcement reading was pretty horrendous past 2 days. heck this cant be happening. anyway i just got LD insulted by Ms Gunner, she sthg like she couldnt believe LD people were like that or sthg. in other words she prob saying that im not good enuff for LD. piffle sigh... anyway today is meet the parents! ahhh!? i dunno. will be in school from 12 to 5 so im leaving soon. sigh sigh sigh. my mom says i should stop complaining cos ive been doing just that the past few days so i guess i better shut up bfore i start mumbling and grumbling to myself again. blah.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 04:39 a.m.

hey again . argh i think i should change my blog. believe me, i love it and all...but its just that for the past few marks for the papers ive been getting are quite er...depressing..REALLY. then i also realised that my blog was under_score! and i REALLY dont wanna under score cos ive been doing so badly already. oh, and thanks to rachel ong and alyssa and st. gerald for the tagboard which i have bbeen too lazy to put up *and dont know how to* haha. so... maybe i will have a new blog soon. and the only happy thing today is the music ive downladed yay. sheeshh.
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Monday, January 21, 2002, 03:52 a.m.

came back from camp. pretty upset that i didnt get the nice ol' tan i wanted but that was because my mum told me to put on sun-block. anyway the camp was called Alpha Camp/ Camp ROCK, r - resilience, o - optimisn, c - cooperation, k - knowing oneself. I didnt get to do the flying fox.. :( but at least i did apsailing? is that how its spelt? well the idea is there anyway. went kayaking, fairly fun for me but it probably was extremely fun for some other people. thats because i feel that the waters here really cannot beat the sea in Bintan. I cringed when salt water splashed on me but in bintan... you want to just dive in. mega camp rocks. however, our camp instructor celest was super motivating. i saw the team cooperating to climb over the high wall. i didnt take part in that though, yea its fun to chill out in the shade... but seriously it was with regards to my spine. yepps, and our group name was NTUC!!! why? because we are eNthu UC ? get it? ahhhahahhahaa. during the two nights those in my hut and hut 13 were blind. the lights did not work. the first night nobody could sleep and it was difficult to find things we needed. thank God we had lightsticks on the second night from campfire. on the second night most people were too conked out to care about the 5 lizards in the hut. OH YEA! i HAVE to talk about the lizrds! Grace, she taught me how to do friendship bands(im still screwing up) we watched 7-8 lizards in the multi-purpose hall on their hunting spreeee! it was like watching national geographic or some nature documentry. every time a lizard caught a fly we would punch a fist in the air and say YEAH! just as one would do in a football match. and after that we carried 6 benches down the stairs for the campfire when most people did 2. actually it was like 7-8 benches but we count it as 6 cos we carried those last few benches part-way. haha. well.. write more about it next time. i love technology. airconditioning beats the sun anytime o yea! hi kids! welcome to sesame street! number of the day is 7-8 vecause i mentioned it twice! ahahhaa! ALPHAbet is C for charlie cos that was my major group.
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Monday, April 3, 2006, 01:12 p.m.

right now in emelines house. doing project work, lalalaaa. nothing much happening right now. just ate a ham sandwich, emelines dogs are cute but she hasnt walked them so i helped. ahhahahahahahahaha! dunno what im writing.
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